That cherry on your Sundae :)

Being all hyped and geared up for college is of no use at all. All the energy fuelled into your body ended up in dismay as you find out that graduation might have to be postponed. Now how does one tell the parentals that, Hey, guess what? I might have to postpone my graduation. HaHa.

Having made so many past mistakes, finally decided this is the time to grow up. I'm making changes, I left the guy and I'm on my own and already the first setback is here.

Greg(one of my lecturer) : ...so do you want me to give lessons on the marketing side...bla bla and some students might not be able to go through with their FMP(Final Marketing Project) if you do not pass your subjects and Cassandra I need to speak with you later...

At that very moment, if my heart could fall down splat on to the ground it would have. There I was completely geared up in my idea and vision of our project and when he said that, the queasy feeling you normally get when something's not right came about.

After a brief conversation with Greg who told me he has no control of whatsoever and that I have to go see Derek(my other lecturer in charge of FMP) I decided I'm pretty screwed. But then again, Derek has always been reasonable and I have always been nice and respectful towards him unlike most people in class who chatters away at volume 10 while he's lecturing us on Product Development.

To top things of, with already such a glum day, went out with the ex who made me feel like scum. But the flow of our conversation was pretty much usual, started from snide comments from both parties which escalates to an argument and then the I'm sorry s.

Better still, as though it wasn't enough, I found out what good friends I have, didn't think guys were the type to bitch but then again I was wrong and in a way I already knew he was the type to. When I said he, no I am not refering to the ex.

In conclusion to yesterday, already feeling defeated with college and then the unnecessary argument with the ex and the cherry on top of your sundae, finding out what 2face bastards of a friends you have(not like I don't know already) but kept on thinking perhaps they would change. The hope I place in friends...............