Another thing would be to further my degree, a huge part wants to go to UK and leave the rest behind, start fresh but financial strains might just tear that dream apart. Have to look for a loan, but parentals are saying don't bother and just stay here but honestly what is there to live for here? Only loneliness and depression seems to be my only friends these days. Even thinking about it is depressing.
Definitely have to decide if going would be good for me cause I want to pursue styling and writing but studying in UK might lead me to a different direction, more marketing less creativity. Yet, it is a golden opportunity if one gets to work there and perhaps settle down but who knows might just end up running back to Malaysia if the heartache of a long lost love seem to dwell. Already has, although I expected it to end by now.
So, things I have to do...and more you'd read on the blog.
1. Styling for AMA's Ayamas video
2. Styling for Slunk
3. Prepare Resume
4. Plan out UK
5. Stop being so antisocial
6. Figure out the future :)
